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i want to escape

Wanted to hang out with a friend today, get some food and watch a movie or whatever. She told me this morning she was busy and we would have to do it another time. So, I went and ran my errands alone instead of with her.

Tomorrow after church I'm planning on seeing other friends. One of whom notoriously can't do things because her parents never let her.
My family was eating dinner, I had already eaten, and I'm telling my mom that I might be busy after church. She knows my friends track record of not being able to do things and feels the need to point that out, more than once. "Don't get your hopes up Kelsey." Like I don't know that? I'm the one who makes plans with her all the time only to have them canceled at the last minute. I have to have a little bit of hope otherwise we would never try and make plans at all.

So thanks for rubbing some salt in the wound mom and thanks for yelling at me dad that was also really appreciated.

/rant /sarcasm

oh and now I just want to get out of the house but there's no where to go. fml

EDIT: Happy freakin' New Year

Comments

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aleia_jade
Jan. 2nd, 2011 01:03 am (UTC)
Not stupid. Promise.
bevfank
Jan. 2nd, 2011 01:18 am (UTC)
thanks bb. and for the twitter hug <3
aleia_jade
Jan. 2nd, 2011 01:53 am (UTC)
Any time. I like hugs, and I know isolation sucks. hughughug
(no subject) - agentbristow86 - Jan. 2nd, 2011 01:48 am (UTC) - Expand
bevfank
Jan. 6th, 2011 10:48 pm (UTC)
Aww Callie, you always leave such nice comments, I really appreciate it.

My mom later came and apologized, I think she understood where I was coming from and I do know that she was just trying to protect me.
The thing is that she's an eternal pessimist, she calls it being a realist. I'm not though! All I ask is that she not always try and drag me down to her level.

The prayer is welcomed, thanks. I keep you in my prayers too. <3
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